When I hate him I really hate him.
I have been fine since February. Fine.Fine.Fine. Now whenever I see him I want to scream and cry and yell and just curl up in a ball and hide forever. Why? I have no friggin clue. none. Some sort of emotional switch turned and it has made everything a gagillion times harder. I have no regrets, no desire to be with him. I am just on edge and angry whenever he is around. my day turns from fine to wretched.
hence. I quit my job at the dojo as of September 5th. Our last place of contact. I will train, of course, but I won't have to be little miss nice employee whenever he is around.
